where do i begin/
when i was little boy/
i got bullied for things I've never been/
my life was suddenly a sin/
did god give me this curse/
or is it temporally till something worse/
remember going to school/
having hopes of being cool (but nah)
i was never pop/
wanted to be at the top/
wanted to seize the sky/
but i never felt a high/
but every day was a new way to die/
things getting better was a lie/
why? what have i done?/
nothing to you/
made my life to a bitch/
poor on death/
look at me now I'm rich/
all my friends are dead/
thats a short name for fire in my head/
left hopless on the ground red/
im a fucking dreamer/
only thing i ever said/
so if you wanna ruin me/
think about the blood I'v bled/
im not a hit and run/
fuck off let me get my bread/
leave me alone/
remember when I'm dead and gone/
that when i died i was chilling in my zone/
searching through my phone/
for my dead friends and my demons/
but all i found was dead ends/
all my life I've been looking for the right road/
stuck in 4 walls with a heavy load/
looking for my dead friends and my demons/
but all i found was dead ends/
ive been drinking/
ive been smoking mary J/
just too feel a type of okey/
snorting some cocain/
cuz this world offers so much pain/
svalow pills/
emptyness fill my lungs/
sharp tears kills/
the people who made my heart sore/
i thought i meant more/
my scars a big cargo/
got em a long time ago/
u dont wanna how deep they go/
But i had a suppresion/
cleaned the closet i call deppresion/
thats just a section of my life that went away/
kindness never stays/
fucks you over 2 ways/
or nah if you lucky/
honey im not your puppy/
Dont expect to join the hater line/
and come back after a while/
cuz the shit you did/
makes me never wanna smile/
so you turned on my switch/
i guess paybacks a bitch/
the day you said my music suck/
was the day i had luck/
thanks for being fake/
you kept my fire awake/
so when i went through the wall/
i knew you were gonna fall/
cuz bitches never stand tall/
all my life I've been looking for the right road/
stuck in 4 walls with a heavy load/
looking for my dead friends and my demons/
but all i found was dead ends/
I've been down in the summer/
I've been down in november/
I'm pretty sure I've been down every month you can't remember/
I'm pretty sure ill stay this way forever/
So if your here with me now let us pray together/
sitting outside spotlight/
waiting for the night/
that i can say everything is allright/
the evil circle i created/
was the leader now I'm hated/
trying to do whatever it takes/
to make me feel unrated/
but fuck it i know I'm understated/
to my fans i hope my lyrics made you feel related/
your like family for me/
the little good part of humanity/
you got me were i am/
you all made me go ham/
cuz all my life I've been looking for the right road/
stuck in 4 walls with a heavy load/
all my life I've been looking for the right road/
stuck in 4 walls with a heavy load/
looking for my dead friends and my demons/
but all i found was dead ends/

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