I shit on everyone
And that will be my last statement in case
You make it and I slam lead into my own skull
My girl and all the girls I can't understand it, my breath is softening
I feel the spirit slipping away, end of my times, dead on the side of the road
My baby is crying because I left in an argument
Left me because my stupid behavior just went too far
But that wasn't the reason, I would like to tell her
But my voice rests in the trench while angels carry me to the stars
It was exactly like they say on TV, saw me years ago
I was probably four or five, but it's hard to say
As a little boy I had a lot to bear:
Explanation Tell a child what it means when fake friends break your heart
I want to play with you and be part of the fun
But none of you were there left me, and so I sat home all day
You were out on the road, I was inside reading stories
Forgot my duties, I was too busy trying to escape from the world< br/>I only lived in fantasy lands, never understood yourself:
How can you be so blind when the whole answer lies deep within you?
But you let me know by cutting through
The fact that you love to hate me puts every ounce of brains at my expense
Screw it. I'm at home, open the closet
Reach for the duffel bag under the trash and get the pump out
I never thought it would be of any use to me
Only bought it because it came with the right ones Connections something like that is cheap
It was just a collector's item, I've been wanting to sell it off for a long time
It's cheap to get rid of, then I notice that both barrels are empty
No problem, Where is my phone?
Get Erkan's son's number from the Filofax, he'll take care of it.
2 hours later, I bought what I needed: a cartridge for everyone Run
One of them is already stealing my life
Don't think, steer the car out of the parking lot
Turn left, swing towards the heath deep in thought
I feel like I have nothing left to do do or say
If you still have questions, listen to the records, I don't give a fuck and park the car
Hear my uncle talk, see the meaning of the tip:
Place ' the gun right under my chin
Shape with mouth and palate, tongue pointing downwards, a cavity
The bullet then has more space to dust the brain
Flashlight in front of my eyes â as my fingers pull the trigger:
Cinematic episodes of periods of life, quick cuts
Hashish, cuts, parties, father, mother in agony
Great fear, girlfriend, disappointment, Demon, promised land
The tunnel is coming, strings and harps, spirits that spoke
But suddenly the end: silence - then call: I should wait
I feel myself again, tears streaming through eyelids
Up and down, breathing and chest can be synchronized
My heart is pumping blood through my nervous system as always
Finally dare to take the first look into the world and recognize my childhood room
Twelve years old and already dreaming prophetically
From today on my life will change. For me. With or without you

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