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Continuous obsessing about all the wrong things
My bare skin all depressing, as if Iâm watching devils strip my wings
Fear and doubt coalescing, these jesters with their spears around the king
And here I am confessing, itâs my fault Iâm sinking
Cuz youâre everything I begged would bring me home
So whatâs blinding me when I feel Iâm alone?
Iâm no longer alone
No, I canât do this alone
Iâm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly Iâll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
I thought I knew that loving meant that you would do anything
And that youâd stop at nothing, give up yourself for saving him
But now I see the shoving of my tongue against my ear, crying
A rusted lock handcuffing, a criminal self-strangling
Hypocritical said I loved it all but knew
Deep down in my heart, I only loved you
And thatâs not how love can do
All that itâs needed to
Iâm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly Iâll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
Look, I canât do this
Lying for half the kiss
Let my mind forget
All of my regrets
Iâm only half a heart,
Half a mind,
Half a tear
When I spit on me, I spit on you
I begged for love to start,
Forgot to love myself,
When my hates hits me it hits you too
So selfishly Iâll keep spiraling
Until selflessly I love everything
Including my half of the heart
My half of the heart
My half of the heart