I'm in this terrible frame of mind and I just can't seem to escape it,
I'm only partially alive,
Maybe I could reach the top,
The summit of my 'toxicated happiness,
But I'd have known I was just seconds away from getting lost again,
I've fought so much,
I've lost the cause I've fought for,
And I'm left here,
Bleeding,
Tearing this un-ventured map,
Piece by piece, left by what I could've had, but not what I wish I would've told you;
I am trapped inside of my own home,
Without any sort of exit,
Today these walls may block my path,
But tomorrow will be different,
Yeah, yesterday was different,
And I'm still stuck here,
As I take another breath,
Glacial air fills my lungs,
And I choke upon the hand that's been feeding me all along,
I breathe and fill my lungs with the sealant life's presented,
I resent the methods you use,
Yet you own me like if I'd forced myself to be detained,
Turn me to rubble and recreate me,
I've been blind,
All my life,
In the shelter of our lies,
Kept behind the mirrors,
In which I'm supposed to stand,
Tearing this un-ventured map,
Piece by piece, left by what I could've had, but not what I wish I would've told you;
I am trapped inside of my own home,
Without any sort of exit,
Today these walls may block my path,
But tomorrow will be different,
Yeah, yesterday was different,
(Yesterday)

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