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I dropped.
I devoted myself, blindly, for oneâs life.
A well-aware choice, knowing this free fall was right.
I dropped.
I sacrificed everything at stake, my own wellness.
I fell apart.
Broken and weak, I held, and stood still, ripping through my fragile ground.
And I held, knowing I was losing the most of me.
When everything is gray and your guts scream misery.
When you canât handle looking at others.
You canât deal with their happiness.
Itâs so dark here.
I barely recognize my own substance.
These blood-red eyes, this grim expression that canât be my own.
I lost track.
Time is holding me in this confused state, playing a silly game.
Has it been weeks?
The clock, has been stopping its course between minutes.
Stretching every moment to make it last, to make it hurt.
I devoted myself, blindly, for oneâs life.
I lay down waiting for my body to lose consciousness.
These endless days, these permanent nights steal all my heart, steal all my soul.
Iâm burning within.
I havenât seen the sun in days.
I crawl around this odd place that has no silence, that never sleeps.
In this place that never leaves your mind at peace.
The fragility, my existence.
Trusting my own lies; believing it will all be fine.
Itâs so dark in here.
I havenât left my bed in days.
Curled up, cold, in a shut in.
I entered a slumber, a deep sleep.
Can I hang in until tomorrow?
- Album:
- Abandoned
- Amer
- Die Miserable
- Misery (EP)
- Disgorge Mexico
- Stigmata High-Five
- Backstabber Etiquette
- Escunta
- Mullet Fever
- Discoing the Dead
- Vagina Dancer
- Fuck the Facts
- Unnamed EP (EP)
- Die Miserable (Deluxe Version)
- Relapse Records: 25 Years of Contamination
- Live in Whitby
- Misery
- The Wreaking
- Legacy of Hopelessness
- Goreland