Prescriptions and liquor become hazardous mixtures
Whem mixed with depression and a weapon
I've been afflicted by my deciouns
I'm alive but not living
Feel like my heart's missing
The reason for this dark diction
I feel the dark spirits giving me evil vibes
I meditate with my muse, I'm used as a scribe
The doctor confused, even the meds he prescribes
Can't cure my mind
Tourniquet, tied tight
Will the bleeding subside
before I meet my demise?
This beautiful life is a demon disguised
So I rely on the gods
To even the odds
Even then I'm grieving of what
I'm leaving behind
Tonight is the last time
I will cry myself to sleep
Why can't this just be a dream?
Defiled and broken
Down enought to see
That this place was never meant for me
When caught up in these sorrows
Forgot about tomorrow
I've coped with cocaine, marijuana, and alcoholic bottles
I'm not your role model
You should know my soul's bothered
And all of the drama's got me all fallen to the bottom
I'm hollering help, but nobody's around
And my problems abound, but nobody can tell
Crawling out of my skin, itching and sick of this prison
Living like this just wishing for the apocalypse now
It's hard to tell when somebody's hurting, feeling worthless
Flirting with the worse kind of pupose
The type of person that doesn't feel a bit
Deserving was never heard and learned he's wasting his breath
Telling a person wouldn't scratch the surface
It's like the serpent that wished he could talk
All is distraught at this presence and he can't even walk
When everyone's got him all worng and can't make it stop
He socks his toxin into imposters and then crawls off
Tonight is the last time
I will cry myself to sleep
Why can't this just be a dream?
Defiled and broken
Down enought to see
That this place was never meant for me
The last night was the last time
I will fight for what I hate
Only I control my fate
I'm tired and broken
I finally see
That this place was just a test for me

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