Everything will pass, that's how it will be. I see it go by. So will it be. I see it clearly before me, all the way to the end. Every detail, that's how it will be. I see it go by. So will it be. I see that I don't want it that way, but that's how it will be. I could do it differently. I could say "no". But I should be awake, like I should be now. Again I didn't do what I should have done for myself. Again, didn't realize I wasn't awake, must be awake, must be awake, must be awake. Submissive without being forced to. Acting without having thought of the action yourself. Again...I see it go by. So will it be. I don't see any alternative. That's how it will be...I won't want it. I won't know that I want it, because I would have to be awake, like I should be now, again not doing what I should have done for myself, again not noticing that I wasn't awake. Gotta be awake, gotta be awake, gotta be awake...and I'm seeing it through to the end. I see that I want to fight... I will never forget who holds my life in my hands, I will never give up on living this life just like me

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