I called the hospital in the morning they said you were fine don't worry about it as usual you acted like an idiot some broken bones 3 hours later they can't explain to me everyone calls each other news confirmed on the day of the function the date fixed a telegram to the mother writing banalities looking a black dress that you don't even have and for this reason I hate you a little what happened I don't even know now I don't cry but little by little I realize that if I get married you won't be there if my son is born you won't play with it if I get married to do the idiot at the wedding you won't be there
the women all inside the church and the strong men outside with lit cigarettes the bar in the square served wine in the morning an absurd sensation of a social event and there were people from leonca and there it was people from brera the people back from ibiza the couples from formentera then the sun comes out and it beats me and my head was spinning someone was screaming bastards and swearing revenge and in the middle of this there were us who should never have fallen the sweet illusion disappears while I I realize that if I get married you won't be there if my son is born you won't play with it if I get married playing the fool at the wedding you won't be there if I get married you won't be there and if I come first you won't applaud if I get married playing the prank on the priest you won't be there relatives and very old friends gave a hand with the coffin that could be seen it was heavy the tears came unexpectedly between the sunglasses
the flowers and the sweaty shirts on the tattoos fell the disapproval of those who served at mass and good people who when they saw the mother feigned pain that when one of us dies we do him a favor if I get married you won't be there if my son is born you won't play with it if I get married playing the fool at the wedding you won't be there if I get married I won't you will be there and if I get married you won't be there and if I come first you won't applaud if I get married to prank the priest you won't be there

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