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J-Reyez
You got me up all night
Drinking this liquor, stupid I know
All the things that we been through
Iâm tryinâ to get through, movinâ on slow
My head above the waters, itâs harder than it seems
And I canât take it any longer, Iâm startinâ to feel weak
Itâs been weeks since I last saw you
I shoulda tried, but didnât bother
Ego got the best of me, but I should be a lot stronger
Iâm tryna move onward, cause itâs no longer
Now I donât got her
I keep thinkinâ about how I shouldâve called and stopped her from drifting away
Seconds to days, regretting mistakes
Iâm missing your face and when you would laugh, memories we had
But itâs in the past
I wish itâd be reversed, Iâd give you everything you deserve
Lifeâs becoming a blur, love is something you canât reimburse
Swimming in the deep in, reality is starting to seep in
Thereâs nothing like us, youâre the one I wanted to be with
Thereâs no one I can relate to and lifeâs becoming a plate full
The love is gone and maybe itâd be easier to
To say that you donât care, you donât wanna deal with me
You push me away, but baby, Iâm not your enemy
I donât wanna go there, I hate where youâre pushinâ me
Cause baby, one day I wonât have any more energy
Iâm sorry for all the fights and all of the lonely nights
But everything youâre doing to me ainât right
Iâm sorry we fell apart, can we just go back to the start?
I hate how weâve been
This isnât who we are, who we are, no
Iâm chasing after a soul I feel like I sold, where did it go?
I shoulda played my roll, keep it controlled
Where did I go? I canât find myself
Iâm livinâ so lost, away is my cause
Iâm tryna to do well
This love doesnât cost, but Iâm so exhausted
Please take the pain away, nothing could save the day
I canât complain, I need to make a change
And I tried to erasing your name away, how does a love so amazing just fade away?
Itâs been overdue for a while
I should hit you up and see whatâs been up
Howâre you doing right now? Cause I been missinâ that beautiful smile
What am I doing? I should keep moving
Damn, why am I looking back?
I need to relax, leave it in the past
Damn, what am I looking at?
Itâs so annoying, I canât control it
Thinking about us, like drinking a poison
Itâs really killing me, how should I deal with it?
Tryinâ to be real,
Itâs really pointless
Stop moping about it, stop being a bitch
Get back to my focus, stop being hopeless
Start being open, go out and live
Thereâs no one I can relate to, how did I get so hateful?
The love is gone, the love is gone
Itâs easier to hate you
To say that you donât care, you donât wanna deal with me
You push me away, but baby, Iâm not your enemy
I donât wanna go there, I hate where youâre pushinâ me
Cause baby, one day I wonât have any more energy
Iâm sorry for all the fights and all of the lonely nights
But everything youâre doing to me ainât right
Iâm sorry we fell apart, can we just go back to the start?
I hate how weâve been
This isnât who we are, who we are, no
I promised myself I would never give in, but here I am
Missing it all, wishing it didnât have to end (no)
And you should know, whenever I go, Iâm reminded of us and what we had
I gave you all my love and now youâre gone
Whyâd you have to leave?
To say that you donât care, you donât wanna deal with me
You push me away, but baby, Iâm not your enemy
I donât wanna go there, I hate where youâre pushinâ me
Cause baby, one day I wonât have any more energy
Iâm sorry for all the fights and all of the lonely nights
But everything youâre doing to me ainât right
Iâm sorry we fell apart, can we just go back to the start?
I hate how weâve been
This isnât who we are, who we are, no
You were my everything
You meant the world to me