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Everyone around me is telling me to not look back
They say Iâm acting like Iâm under some imaginary attack
But how could they know where my mind will go
Itâs not âcause weâre friends I want to visit it all again
I need to feel it once more so I can break it up and smash it down
I have to rise above the nightmare and leave it where it canât be found
And if I canât move on Iâll be stuck inside my private hell
Itâs always banging on my door, itâs always waiting there to ring my bell
Mark my boundaries making sure I check the locks
Iâm trying to play the part of me that you like even when Iâm not
âCause how could you know where my mind will go
Itâs not âcause weâre friends I want to visit it all again
I need to feel it once more so I can break it up and smash it down
I have to rise above the nightmare and leave it where it canât be found
And if I canât move on Iâll be stuck inside my private hell
Itâs always banging on my door, itâs always waiting there to ring my bell
It has hold over me itâs my history calling
And I canât get away from the fear that Iâm falling down
I watch myself trying to fight and let go
But itâs here in my spirit like a vulture I know
I understand that thereâs nowhere to hide
Itâs just me and my demons trying to stay alive
Stay alive
I need to feel it once more so I can break it up and smash it down
I have to rise above the nightmare and leave it where it canât be found
And if I canât move on Iâll be stuck inside my private hell
Itâs always banging on my door, itâs always waiting there to ring my bell
I need to feel it once more so I can break it up and smash it down
I have to rise above the nightmare and leave it where it canât be found
And if I canât move on Iâll be stuck inside my private hell
Itâs always banging on my door, itâs always waiting there to ring my bell
- Album:
- Songclub Too
- Song Club 2013
- The October Road
- Shoot The Moon
- I Am The Phoenix
- Sportscar
- Welcome To The Cruise
- Moon on a Mirrorball: The Definitive Collection
- Moon On a Mirrorball
- If (When You Go)
- Stay With Me Till Dawn: The Best Of
- Stay With Me Till Dawn
- The Essential Rocket Years
- Drive Live
- Welcome to the Cruise / Sportscar
- Sportscar / I Am the Phoenix
- The Best of Judie Tzuke
- BBC in Concert
- Road Noise: The Official Bootleg
- Road Noise: The Official Bootleg (Remastered)