bet you don't remember what you said last night
you were so drunk and probably high
the cops told me you were far gone and alone
at the renaissance festival
I would have saved you if I could
I would have stopped you if I could
you said you don't remember it but it was fun
but not for me I woke up nearly crying from anxiety
this has become a constant I'm supposed to be there
when you're not
when you're not
this has become a constant there are no variables
I'm always there to save you when I can
but I can't, I'm just a woman, a man
I only have two hands I don't even drive a fucking car don't get drunk and call me
don't do shrooms and miss me
stop blowing up my phone
I fucking loved you with all I could
I wanted it to be all like the movies
but you left me and you weren't even aware
I didn't leave you first
even though that's what the general population thinks your eyes were so dead you pulled away when I was sweet you said I was sweet what does that mean?
you keep telling me I'm different from those other girls that pursue you
I don't know what you see
I'm not your mommy
I want to save you I want to help you I want to hold you but I can't
cause you slip through my fingertips and you never stay more than a few hours before running away

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