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Lacrimosa
Loneliness
Razing stares
I'm sitting in the cinema of my life
All seats are taken
My seat is just a jump seat
Too many people today here
The light goes out - the film begins
Memories arise again
The long past becomes present again
A strange self stares into my face
I look in the crowd
The whole cinema is laughing
A cripple is floating in the water
I feel sick
I am ashamed
A today shaped by yesterday
I remember back then
The question of life and death
Today I know the answer
Not back then - I made the wrong decision
And the cinema laughed again
Me get up and rush out
I have to throw up
The hatred strikes
Will they recognize me in the light?
Will they still laugh then?
Why Aren't they all going home?
It's just my very private life
I'm coming back, my place is taken
I sit quietly on the floor
I finally want to see what's happening to me
I don't know my purpose yet
I just hope I die quickly
So I don't have to endure the humility anymore
I'm sorry if my life bothered someone
But there was a film that they liked
The film shows my death
Finally I can laugh too
But a thousand eyes are turning around
And look at me in horror