Mom, I dreamed that you knocked on my door
And a little lost, you took off your glasses
But to see me better and for the first time
I felt that you felt that we are not the same
/>And as you hugged me you were amazed
That I was so sad and couldn't find peace
How long had it been since I hugged you
And in that silence I said softly I'm sorry< br/>But that noise was enough to wake me up
To make me cry and to make me return
To my childhood and all those lost days
Where the sky in summer it became the sea
And I listened with my old dolls
The fairy tales that you told in a low voice
And when in your arms I fell asleep
Without yet knowing that I was happy
br/>But at sixteen, however, I changed
And how I really was now I saw myself
And I suddenly felt alone and desperate
Because I wasn't plus the daughter I wanted
And that's where our confidence ended
That little talk that was a great help
I hid myself in a cold impatience
And you you must have regretted the son you didn't have
I now spent all my time away from home
I couldn't stand your sermons at all
And I even started to get jealous
Because you were grown up unattainable and more beautiful
I gave myself away to a passing dream
I threw my heart into the sea inside a bottle
And I lost my memory, lacking courage
Because © I was ashamed of being your daughter
But you don't knock on my door and in vain
I had a dream that I can't realize
Because my thoughts are too full of my nothingness
Because pride doesn't want to forgive me
Then if you really knocked on my door
I wouldn't even be able to say a word to you
You would talk to me with your gaze a little severe
And I would feel alone again
So I wrote you this confused letter
To at least find a little peace within myself< br/>And not to belatedly apologize to you
But to be able to tell you mom I'm sorry
It's no longer true that I'm ashamed of you
And my soul feels it looks like you
I will patiently wait for another dream
I love you mom write to me your daughter
Two in love like us

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