I keep on thinking bout the things you've said n how youve hurt me
I keep on thinking bout the scars you've made n how it taught me
Not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last
And to forget about the things I've listened to in the past
I keep on trying to forget what you've told me
I keep on trying not to cry when you hold me
I keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely
But im dying on the inside like the old me
Im waking up n i break down
Drugs up my nose n i go numb
I'm off the dope like all the the time
I feel I'm slowly going dumb
Pick me up when im fallin
I'll pay u back when I'm balling
Don't wanna die but death is calling
U know how i am i go all in
I know i shatter to pieces
Smokin some weed as im weeping
Smoking the weed like i need it
I try to live ion feel it
Seems like I'm rather in pieces
Than tryna work on my issues
I'm second guessing my feelings
Im not even sure if I'm living
Maybe soon

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