Reflections
my cancer
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To be honest, the truth is Iâm afraid
I fear losing the only thing Iâve ever held so close
The fact is you never cared
Half as much for me as I did for you.
No matter what you say,
Youâre filling your head with lies
Telling yourself youâll be here,
When youâre not anywhere to be found
How can you just close your eyes
And pretend Iâm a ghost,
When I am haunted by the thought of you
To be honest, I wish I was like you.
I wish I could forget these memories
Did you not see me falling down
Into endless shades of grey
You watched without taking a step
I just wish you could disappear
But maybe Iâm the one who turns to smoke
Maybe this is my destiny
Maybe this is my destiny