What if I cant
What if I dont
What if I never taste it
what if I believe, sweat, grind, bleed, and nothing changes
So what if I hope my lady needs money, but what if i'm broke
what if i take all of them chances, get all them hands, but then again what if i choke
Breathe
And forget those feelings
just be in my zone
and forget they're filming
then i go to my happiest place
where my past is erased
and I find the passion it takes to mash on the gas and relax on the breaks
Cause' I aint going back there
Not that low
and not that scared
I'm not gonna sit and smoke while I live life broke and laugh and blow it in the air
Im sick of just running my gums
A sucker that's waiting for something to come
Pretending im stunting but fronting no fronts
keeping a hunnit in front of some ones
laying on the couch
Brain full of drugs
I don't want to talk, I just came for the buzz
They said they cought me down
that ain't what it does
I used to believe, but it ain't what I was
telling everybody everything ima do
a year went by, I made no moves
Waiting on luck, when I know it ain't enough
and it took rock bottom to finally wake me up.
and now I feeling like the man
cause I do my thing and I wont go back
even though I can
envision there's something I need
Something I be
not what I do
I needed to breathe, needed to dream
yes I believe I got something to prove
and that's why
I got this feeling inside, inside of my head
inside of my head
and the lord knows i've been up to no good
still haven't changed even though I should
dear lord.
I promise to break
before I drop to my knees
if I could learn
before I pray
then it's a problem that God doesn't need
It's more than just words, more than a phrase, more than advice, I got it from me
Back from the bottom with nothing to fear
easy to say, harder to be
ready to go, go
ready to jump
yeah, i've been on that bridge
never no hoe, hoe, never no love
that was the way that I lived
Oh what a feeling to turn it around
after my ceiling was burned to the ground
death was appealing, I stood up to deal with it, that is the feeling of earning a crown.
I am a king
I am a king
Fuck all the stresses man that's not a thing
Fuck the depression man I got a dream and if I want excellence that's what i bring
I am the truth, I am the lie
I am the wall between me and the prize
I am the difference between being dead, while I am living, and living while I am alive
and if I fail
then it's probably cause I dont have those great surroundings right?
It's up to me to bring the great out of everything that I am surrounded by
And i'll admit I made up enough excuses
the blame game that's just as useless
the want that you have that's just as use it
ain't shit left, just fucking do it.
I got this feeling inside, inside of my head
inside of my head
and the lord knows i've been up to no good
still haven't changed even though I should
dear lord.
I got this feeling inside, inside of my head
inside of my head
and the lord knows i've been up to no good
still haven't changed even though I should
dear lord.

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