Scared of feeling okay
Scared of all those yesterdays
She said I’m living backwards
In the before not the after
Spend half the day in physical pain
The other half in self blame
Does everybody hate me
Just a little little little bit
Just enough to make me sick
I’ll find a swimming pool
I’ll find a cinderblock
I’ll find a tightrope
I’ll hold my breath just right
I’ll be sinking just right

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