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December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.
Merry Christmas.
Well, that's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except for normally they have somebody to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I tought Why
should
I
ruin
their
fucking
Christmas?
I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucking life.
Nobody would believe the shit that happens inside my head, it's haunted.
Now that I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed somebody.
Or better yet, myself.
- Album:
- Prayers For The Damned [Vol. 1]
- 7 (EP)
- Live Is Beautiful (Live EP)
- The Heroin Diaries (OST)
- This Is Gonna Hurt
- Miscellaneous
- Lies Of The Beautiful People (Single)
- We Will Not Go Quietly
- Prayers for the Blessed
- Vol. 2 Prayers For the Blessed
- Acoustic Sessions: Prayers for the Damned / Rise
- Prayers for the Damned
- You Have Come To The Right Place
- Rise
- 7
- Live Is Beautiful
- Codependence
- The Heroin Diaries / X-Mas In Hell
- Life Is Beautiful (Radio Mix)
- Life is Beautiful