Damn, now I'm screwing up everything
Why should I stay
All I get is lots of useless answers
You say "yeah, it'll be fine, you'll be fine"
I know you're just lying to keep me around
I don't understand why the hell you don't love me
You act like a flame that has burned without fire
I have tried so many times
I've been waiting for the time
But can't take it anymore, can't you see I'm suffering?
Please take me out of here, out of this world
To a place where everything is wonderful and nobody has problems
I fail every day but I try to be happy
Now I stop trying it will never be good anyway
It feels like it's over now
Because I can't take it anymore
God doesn't listen to me
No matter how much I pray
My tears are too many, have turned to blood
Maybe it would be best if only little fia dog
Fly away and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Fly away and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Why are you lying to me, have you checked my soul?
Then you know how much shit I carry inside
In my innermost room there are only deep wounds
Time heals nothing, it's been several years
I'm standing on my bridge and looking down at the rail
I'm thinking "should I jump?" and I get a lump in my throat
It feels like it's all over now, like I'm at rock bottom
Life is a game and I won the nit lottery
Everything feels so worthless just wants to go away< br/>Gone to the other side of the sky or something
Just feeling a sense of happiness again
Just being able to be happy and laugh again
There was a time when I loved my life
But now nothing is the same, nothing is the same
I wish I was never born, now I just want to die
I'm never good enough no matter what I do
Fly away and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
Fly away and please take away the pain
Don't go back, to the shadows
I mean nothing so who the hell would care
If I disappeared one day, no, nobody would miss me.
You guys would be fine, stay out of my trouble
It feels like everything that happens, it's just my fault< br/>I love you mom but what should I do
Getting out of here is the only thing I want
It's horrible to feel like this
There's nothing you can do
Just keep fighting is all you're told
It's hard to be strong and keep your courage up
Should I live or die
Do I even have a choice
Want to go to heaven and stay there forever
Never come back to this fuckedup time
I'm hated by so many but loved by few
I love my friends, my family and so
You have done so much for me and now I want to thank you
But I will take my own life when you are no longer looking

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