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You canât always get it right,
With even the best advice,
Sometimes you gotta find out for yourself.
My failure to recognize
What now seems so black and white
Is blamed on an anxious heart I know well.
I had never been so confused,
Feeling loved, then feeling used,
It was never right enough before it was wrong,
And asking questions deep down I knew
Date nights ending in sour feuds,
What took me so long?
And somewhere I lost it,
Lost sight of me,
This ainât who I am or who I wanna be.
(Chorus)
Iâm going back to where I started,
Back to when innocence was open hearted and,
Iâll love again, Iâll love smarter,
But Iâm gonna love the next one,
Iâm gonna love the next one harder.
Oh those stains in my memory,
How he frayed my sanity,
Nights driving home on a lonely road.
Listening to blue melodies,
With every word, crumbling,
Quickly losing strength to bear the load.
And somewhere I lost it,
Lost sight of me,
No this ainât who I am or who I wanna be.
(Repeat Chorus)
(Bridge)
Ooooh, now I know the places I wonât go,
Never will I see them again,
I am coming home,
I am coming home.
(Repeat Chorus)
Took me a while to really see
That ainât how itâs supposed to be
I couldnât give you up
You wouldnât give enough
Asking questions deep down I knew
Date nights ending in feuds
Coming where Iâm from
And the person Iâd become
Two different faces fighting for a place
What was it to ya?
Breakin my heart
And watch me try to pick up every part