i can almost taste the bile rising up into my throat
blacked out on the fucking bathroom tile
i pray to god that choke
i can quit at any time that i want but
both you and i know that i wont
it's predetermined by my fucked up DNA
and my damaged genes
it's not up to me
i see myself in you and i see fucking red
i see you in myself and i wish one of us was dead
i'm at war with my body and mind
and i'm taking them straight to hell
along with everything else in my fucking life
i'm scared to death
i'm gonna die in this fucking mess
and that's as good as it's going to get
ca

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