(I have started this alone and I must finish it alone)
(I know now that I must use... myself)
(... as the subject to the experiment)
I must be wise
I must try to analyze
Each change in me
Everything I see
How will it be?
Will I see the world through different eyes?
Like a warning light
Glimmering in red
Like crimson bloodshed
Shimmering in red
Beautiful and strange
See the colors change before my eyes
See how they dance and they sparkle
Like diamonds at night
Leading me out of the darkness and into the light
(11: 58 pm)
(I've consumed ten centiliters of formula HJ-7)
(Salty, bitter taste, stings the tongue)
(Warm in the gullet)
(Heat spreading strongly through my veins)
(Slight... feeling of euphoria, lightheadedness)
(No noticeable behavioral differences)
(laughing)
Now the die is cast
Nothing left to do
Time alone can prove my theories true
Show the world
(My god, what is this?)
(Something is happening)
(I can't explain)
Something inside me, a breathtaking pain
Devours and consumes me and drives me insane
Suddenly, uncontrolled
Something is taking hold
Suddenly, agony!
Filling me, Killing me
Suddenly, out of breath
What is this? Is this death?
Suddenly, look at me
Can it be?
Who is this creature that I see?
(laughing)

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