Select language to translate this lyric
Now I struggle with change
But I know thatâs selfish of me
Like when I use your old name
A past I just canât shake free
I trying hard to refrain
From ever making you think
That I thought they were right when
They told you itâs best you leave
So now Iâd turn to salt
So that maybe youâd think
Thereâs no weakness in grace, no sin I can see
Thereâs an unstable beauty in this unending sense of defeat
Youâre both within and without
Youâre both contempt and at ease
Weâre both trying to figure out
How to see this absence as need
Theyâll try and make you believe
Their sense of you is complete
That their fragmented view
Is how itâs meant to be
I hope you know where I stand
I hope you know where Iâll be
Whatever name you take on
Youâre always family to me