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I'm always walking alone
No one by my side and nothing left to give
I can always feel these shadows that stalk they are watching me
So many times I have tried to run but they still keep on fucking taunting
Overwhelmed with guilt and shame
I can't pick up the pieces of the life that's shattered like a mirror that's thrown into ground
I'm so pathetic I'm a waste of space I'm too far gone
Relentless Urges of rage
Disguise the path that was set and now I'm blind I can't see a thing
IM ONLY BARELY SURVIVING
How can I break these chains and all the thoughts I struggle with?
What has become of the man I was?
I'm such a failure in my life's endeavor
All my decisions all my choice they have been all wrong
Taking for granted every single thing I was ever told
This is not what I want, this is not who I am Can I erase what I have done?
Is it me that I fear?
Thought about it time and time again still it plays on my mind everyday and every fucking night
I'm so pathetic I'm a waste of space I'm too far gone.
I have had enough
I've got to rearrange all the things from my past and block them out so I can move on
I can't think straight anymore
I have lost all I had
Sometimes I wonder if this is real
I am so god damn tired
WOULD I BE BETTER OFF DEAD?
What has become of the man I was?
I am such a failure in my life's endeavor
All my decisions all my choices they have been all wrong
Taking for granted every single thing I was ever told
This is not what I want this is not who I am
Can I erase what I have done?
All my decisions all my choices they may be all wrong
I take for granted every single thing I am ever told
This must be what I want, this is just who I am...
I won't dwell on what I've become