Anacrusis stop me

I remember the lost lost confusion of innocence
With feelings worn so clean
I wish I could look on this with different eyes
Ignore the blinders reminding me
Older, wiser, sadder
Trust has abandoned me lost ago
Stolen by careful dishonesty
I have forgotten how, I have forgotten how
I have forgotten how, how to believe
Stop me from loving to destroy
Stop me from destroying all I love
Stop me from loving to destroy
Stop me
The pain has stripped away all rationale
And left suspicion in it's place
I wish I could cling to this with different arm
And never know the feeling of loss or emptiness
Oder, wiser, sadder
Trust has abandoned me lost ago
Stolen by careful dishonesty
I have forgotten how, I have forgotten how
I have forgotten how, how to believe
Stop me from loving to destroy
Stop me from destroying all I love
Stop me from loving to destroy
Stop me
The death of youth breathes life into this fear
Suffocating confidence
I die each day so I can save myself
I close my eyes, ignore the truth
And try hard to pretend
So afraid, so afraid
So afraid of myself, stop me
Stop me what's wrong with me?
Stop me what's wrong with me?
Stop me