Cobalt & the Hired Guns lazarus

I'm up to my old tricks again
Self deception not the least of them
And calling to the lord for aid
Is echos in an empty cave
Find myself lost before a frost
Please Please let me Let me be your Lazarus
Please provide some guiding light. I'll earn the right.
I fear I am what I fear worst
Damned to be a dam that burst
And failing you I fail us both
I've broken what I treasure most
and I believe I am deceived
Please Please let me Let me be your Lazarus
Please provide some guiding light. I'll earn the right.
World of wafers seas of wine
but what I seek I cannot find
With a woman more than I deserve
I try to see her love is justly earned
A steadfast heart to play my part
Please Please let me Let me be your Lazarus
Please provide some guiding light. I'll earn the right to call myself redeemed.