Concubine a heart s weight

defeated by sleep, stuck in collision,
between the grains of sand
in the hourglass always counting down
struggling to maintain a sense of the emotions,
once felt, now lost.
leave the losses,
we're the might we need to carry on
to all those with the weight of the world
on their shoulders
to all those
with a heavy heart
i'll carry your burdens and your despair
for i am weightless.
still i keep falling night by night
and the panic flows in,
uninvited, yet welcome
choking me until i wake
can't you keep steering me home?
every word you whisper in my ear
i'll scream under the streetlights
as a cry for help
i want to start again at square one
but i'm stuck at minus five
to all those with the weight of the world
on their shoulders
to all those
with a heavy heart
i'll carry your burdens and your despair
for i am weightless. x2
never let me feel anything again
6000 days and i'm losing track
twice as many until i see an ending
when you were ten hearts lighter
we weren't alike, we were each other
when you were ten hearts lighter
when you were ten hearts lighter