Defy Tolerance ball and chain

This is my second life, it's such a waste of time
Addiction in my mind will leave me stuck inside
I've used up all my time which makes it hard to find
The only thing that keeps me sane
I can't break away from this ball and chain
It might take a shotgun to kill the pain
The air I breathe is fake, my enemies are fake
But every step I take seems real
My vision fades to red, I'm taking my last breath
Another chance to fight again
I can't break away from this ball and chain
It might take a shotgun to kill the pain
My obsession has disconnected me
And now I'm feeling resistance killing me
I can't break away from this ball and chain
It might take a shotgun to kill the pain
I can't break away from this ball and chain