Hundred Waters wave to anchor

lemon yellow afternoon
gold azaleas in the front lawn
who have i lived for
pale blue mirror in the pool
you're courageous but you're not sure
who have i lived for
growing darker every hour
conversation going sour
what have i lived for
now they're knocking at my front door
asking what have i lived for
what have i lived for
you wait for it to happen
like it will fall into your lap
an unbreakable habit
a tidal wave but you're waving back
maybe it's make believe
you only see what you want to see
it's up to what you make it
this is my wave to anchor