I Exalt lobotomy

they will come for me just as i knew that they would
m never coming back
ll never be safe
spilling forth the haunting memories
will i ever be safe again?
never safe
constantly contemplating how sleep will continue to escape me
send me back i want to witness it over and over., i can feel him beside me
left without the innocence replaced by growing weakness
knowing that you are the man who cursed me leaving my mind in this state of agony
as you slither back to the pit from whence you came
slither back
i can feel the flames as they lick my skin
m gonna start praying for myself and if he listens he'
ll be preaching how i'
ll burn in hell
m gonna start praying for myself
why are you punishing me?
i became the end to my own future
why are you punishing me, why are you punishing me?
i want to go back, i want to end the pain
why are you punishing me, why are you punishing me?
ve given up on me, i'
ve given up on everything
you can'
t stop the pain
i will never end this ache
why are you punishing me?
why am i alive?
why am i alive?
i am the end to my own future
all of my pain will be felt