Lowes awake at night

Lights Off, Eyes Open,
Lie Still, Mind Racing
Colours flash and fade
Night turns to day
I'm Still, holding on to something,
thinking i can make you change
who am i to be so wrong,
thinking that you need me when I'm gone
so I close my eyes,
I'll force you from my mind,
awake at night,
you go round and round,
feel so low,
and all i ever hear,
is just let go,
but you go round and round and round
A thousand hours spent,
wondering what you meant,
nothing matters no,
this numbness hurts somehow I'm still,
holding on to something,
thinking i can make you change
who am i to be so wrong,
thinking that you need me when gone