Repressed eternal pain

Every single breathe I take
Feels like another mistake
I will never escape my fate
The hope I once had has been replaced by hate
The guilt eats me alive
Keeps me here, I can't die
Forced to suffer with this pain on my mind
I have gone blind
I'm borderline insane
With the worst of thoughts
going through my brain
I need to be detained
Begging for death
Eternal Pain
There ignorance is bliss
They don't know how it feels
Rotten to the core
Life's turned its back on me and locked the fucking door
Forever cold
heartsick and alone
Deycaking day by day
waisting my whole life away
Never to return from this hollow shell
Don't bother trying to help