A Message From Women
Do you know what it's like to be left alone in love?
Do you know what it's like to feel stuck in love?
Do you know what it's like to be too depressed?
Do you know what it's like to have to beg for
forever from a person who neglects your history?
Do you know what it's like to lose everything?
Do you know what it's like to feel abandoned?
Do you know what it's like to wait?
Do you know that I will never be too near or too far away?
Honestly I'm still waiting for closure
I still question what this is or what this was
because I can't help but hope our feelings were mutual
Do you know how it feels to
constantly chase a feeling your addicted to?
Do you know I got the jones for you?
And, an appetite, and a sweeth tooth
Do you know I prayed for you?
From night 'til day
Regardless of my better judgement or dismayed
Time after time after promises
I never seem impossible or too good to be true
Do you what it's like to try
convincing yourself that this was the truth?
Like, I was the women created for you
Do you know how much I've craved you?
I've searched for you everywhere
In people, in prayer, in psalm, in different lovers, in God
And God I wish you really knew that I'd love you 'til death
Or that I'd kill for you
Or that I feel you, like soul deep
Like, deeper than anyone ever will
Do you know what it's like to feel
dead inside and see you so alive still?
But these days, I feel alive
I've been able to realize you just weren't meant for me
These days, I don't cry over spilled milk or
Lost love or
Things I have no control of
These days, I just love myself more
I just know there's a happily ever after
These days, I just don't see it with you
Nothing personal, I think i just fell too quick for your potential
I just wanted you to be the one
I just thought we made sense
But, now I love myself enough to know better