Secular Ghost two way mirror

I've underrated the irreversible
I was prolonging the inevitable
I wish I could
Take comfort in
The irony
If only I
Could defy the laws
Of gravity
Save me from the water in my lungs
Save me from the fire in my gut
I'm the sole-creator
Of every path that I have ever taken
I'm peering through the two-way mirror
I'm switching off the lights
I've opened the door of abomination
There is no escape, just a simulation
How could I refuse such a proposition?
A vagabond
Invites me
To call a truce
My attention drifts
To CCTV
In a cell-like room
I'm the sole-creator
Of every path that I have ever taken
Pressed against the two-way mirror
I'm switching off the lights
I've opened the door of abomination
Save me from the water in my lungs
Save me from the fire in my gut