The Shape Of The Earth epilogue

We fell down so many times
I think I'm tired of thinking
Everything will work out-
Well it finally all worked out-
But its still not the same,
Everything has changed,
Although it won't appear that way.
And the future can't be worked out-
No it never has been worked out.
I'm sorry that I don't have a way,
To make it easier each day.
With my name plastered on your lips
As you gaze into nothingness
How I pleaded barely audibly
I can't let you down,
I won't let you down
Well we fell,
So many times,
And I think I'm fine