Torrens Conscientium closer to twilight

The way which I went, lied me down
I breathe poison and I swallow lie
My brain is filled by blood
My wings are broken,
Lowered downwards
As if I born again, but
Without heart which once was alive
How not to forget ability to rejoice?
How to calm this pain?
I never thought that it could end
I never thought that the chain will be broken
The melody dies away
Annihilating itself with pleasure.
I want to think that it is just a dream
I want to leave this place,
But there is no place to run and hide
From ruins of my broken soul.
My fear turned into reality
I want to leave this place
I have to run away to inhale freedom
But I have no power to struggle.