Tui Asau bridges

I apologise
For everything
And to everyone
I've ever hurt
Especially you
My favourite part
Of everything
In life so far
I know I've got a lot
To figure out
I don't even know
What I'm talking about
But maybe one day
These bridges I've burned
Will light the way
Where I've caused pain
When I've let you down
When you needed me
But I wasn't around
And on the darkest days
And the coldest nights
When I did what was wrong
But I meant to do right
And if you wake up
To find I'm gone
Don't look back
Just carry on
Maybe it's my heart
A commitment fear
Sometimes you'll find me
Sometimes I'll disappear