I miss missing you.
I thought it could be easier to feel nothing towards you, but I'm not so sure on that anymore.
And as much as it hurt, at least it was something.
At least I felt attached to someone.
I had something to hope for, something to dream about. I had this flame buried somewhere in my chest, but I think you finally smothered it.
Are you happy?
I should think not—you never were. You didn't intend for any of this to happen, but it still did.
Are you happy?
I should think not—you never were.I intended for a lot of things to happen, but they never did.
I guess a part of me finally gave up. I'm starting to think that all of me did, but I try not to think that. Now that it's finally happening, I wish it weren't. Your presence in my head has dimmed from a roar to a reminder of something that isn't there anymore.
Are you happy?
I should think not—you never were. You didn't intend for any of this to happen, but it still did.
Are you happy?
I should think not—you never were.I intended for a lot of things to happen, but they never did.
I don't want to write this, I don't want to say it. It feels final when I do this. I think I know what happens next, and it'll probably break me all over again.
But to be honest, when I saw you today, I felt alone again.

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